yeah it’s been a slow year. I just sit inside and read through the forum. things will probably pick up in January when my business classes start…and im trying to get in my daily workout to get out some pent up feelings, that’s helping some. also I’ve been going to my nephews bball games which gets me out of the house 2 a week.
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should be interested to see what happens with the whole thing.
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Yeah i spend a lot of time here, too. I usually am on Youtube watching videos with this site in another window so i keep a pretty close eye on what’s going on haha. I try to exercise every day. I walk on the treadmill in the mornings and i was doing push ups but i kind of fell off with the push ups. I need to get back into that.
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I often have a few windows opened up. sometimes I let the sz.com window get to like 10 new threads before clicking back on it. I watched a lot of youtube a few years ago, and I still do watch a couple channels, but I burnt out on it some. I still have mild anhedonia I think where I don’t enjoy things as much as I used to.
on youtube I watch dr.berg, vegetable police, kybrewreviews, and some other stuff
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Yeah i had anhedonia pretty bad for a while. I think mine is more associated with depression because i’m sza. I wasn’t watching videos, listening to music or anything. I’ve only recently started again. It can be hard when you don’t enjoy anything.
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goin for a run to vitamin shoppe w/ my aunt for l-theanine
good excuse to get out and spend some time w/ her also i donnot drive
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might also go for a sketchbook @anon48059102, has inspired me to try and see if i can draw anymore. gonna see if personality changes over time make my drawings different 
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Digital or real ? Best of luck
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Idk, I just like to mindlessly sketch, those are the ones which come out looking better.
I will try to focus more on decoration vs getting to the core of my emotions and feelings. Might post the on #creativity
Tag me when you will post I will check
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I prefer a Russian language forum, there is a forum but it is worse than this.
In Hebrew, no forum AT ALL.
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Hi everyone. So i finally got my Zobrist Cube set today which I’m looking forward to tear into. Hmm!
In other news I still haven’t had any beer since the 25th of October and I feel sweet. Just a thought every now and again but since I quit the voices and the depression are less of a problem now.
Oh. And also my Hebrew and Greek is making great strides. Well, I’m still learning the Hebrew vowels but I’m getting there. The Greek is going much better as I’m learning the basics of grammar.
Cheers!
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That’s awesome you are learning another language! I often think I’d like to do that. Maybe Tagalog
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I’ve been watching too.
Well… if anyone can handle it it’s millionares. They have at least three other houses they can go to, not to mention the millions of dollars they’ll receive from insurance. I feel worse for poor people like us who may or may not have insurance
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Yeah, it’s a thoroughly unfortunate event. May the victims rest in peace.
I got my other security camera working today, have 3 so not sure which room to put it in? I can look from my phone where ever I am
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Weird, I replied to something that disappeared? Oh well
yeah was wondering what you were talking about, I assumed the california fires
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Last night I was attacked psychically… well, maybe not. I had a nightmare, but one unlike any others I’ve ever experienced.
Basically I was stuck in a loop of trying to wake up and being harassed by demons. Also my mum told me my cat was dying and I started wailing, really loud.
This happened 100 times in a row, I was desperately trying to wake up. Then when I finally did I had sleep paralysis.
I guess it could be a nightmare but to me it felt like some sort of entity was ■■■■■■■ around with me for fun.
Maybe I’m just being superstitious.
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