My mom and my brother had a huge fight today. My dog, who is from a shelter, was shaking so much because he was scared. I was scared, too. My PTSD makes me fear spaces where people are yelling.
I’m glad I didn’t have a flashback.
I see my psychartist today, hope all goes well. And I’ve kinda excepted the fact that he might send me to the hospital. Though I hope all he does is just increase my meds
Yesterday it happen a strange thing while I was on the toilet. I started to hear a machine and then I felt like a light on my face, that seemed like it was doing my id.
It focused on my mole on my face and it was super awkward…
Maybe it’s time to start believing in aliens, idk…
up early for my monthly injection. we’re doing the right arm today. still don’t know who is going to take me yet, I don’t like to drive in city traffic so usually mom or dad takes me there. I only drive if I have to.
been up a little over an hour now, just drinking my second cup of coffee. I’ve been going to bed earlier but I still have a hard time falling asleep. usually I lay in bed for 2 or 3 hours before I can get to sleep. the not drinking coffee past 4pm thing seems to be working when it comes to falling asleep.
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I woke up just a little while ago, think I’ll stay up and just take a pre-work nap later, working at the gas station tonight. Maybe I’ll see that woman I gave my number to but never heard from, we’ll see.
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Last night I had another little piece break off of my broken wisdom tooth. Ugh.
I reallllly wish I had gotten this taken care of last summer, when it first broke and I still had insurance. I have no insurance now, and there is no way I could pay out of pocket for oral surgery. I just hope it doesn’t start hurting. 
I don’t need butt injections. Even when I was skinny I had a big butt.
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Use this for pain I swear by it
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I haven’t had pain from it yet, but I’ll keep that in mind, thanks. 
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Ha! Catfishing 
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Im just being paranoid but its day time again so its not as bad now.
I thought to myself: remember bitumin, they are more scared of you than you are of them.
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got my shot and picked up some groceries. my groceries suck because im budget shopping. I got like frozen chimichangas and cheap frozen pizza. i’ll eat this way for another month and then start buying healthier more expensive groceries when I start working out in april.
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Best of luck to you working out. I’m lifting to, so I can counteract the medication side effects
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I didn’t feel like doing nothing the first year or so on meds. but within the last few months I’ve been starting to get my normal energy back so will start lifting again. I guess it just takes time although I do still have some side effects, but bearable.
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Hope all goes well with lifting @Lifer my tip is to be consistent you don’t have to be the strongest just consistent
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“one bite everybody knows the rules”
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I feel like I’m the kinda person who wants to do alot of things trapped in a body that wants to just eat, sleep and chill
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So have cut coffee out of my life. Only tea
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I slept through class today. Oops.
I’m having a rough day, I really miss California.
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Kindness is not weakness.
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