Spanish for four. Here you go!
I’ve decided to go to take my bike to the Allegheny mountains in West Virginia.
I’m not really sure the best time to do this though. I have some research to do. The guy at the bike shop out there said that it has snowed there in July . So I’d need a warm sleeping bag.
I also need a nice cooler and a full size futon.
I already have everything else! Lol
I hate bug bites . . .
It would be cool to travel the world like germany, france, scandinavia, etc. but schizophrenia is already hard on me. It would have to be a completely different life without schizophrenia. Like getting a master’s in math from another country for free and mastering a different language and culture. I would have liked traveling and exploring.
That and my tutoring boss and some other people said I would probably end up as a teacher or something. Even my last psychiatrist said I could probably teach at a mid level university in math some day if I got my degree…I would move out of california though. Maybe a small town. But I’m stuck here for a very, very long time.
Good morning, y’all. It’s coming up on 7:30 am here.
I just finished a cup of coffee, even though it felt like it was going to make me vomit. I still feel like throwing up. The crazy thing is I didn’t even have any alcohol last night. I’m not going to call off, though, can’t be doing that.
maybe your system is out of whack because of the late med yesterday?
Idk, I don’t think that would do it. Maybe it’s just a stomach bug, or maybe I upset my stomach somehow, something I ate last night.
crackers and ginger ale work for me, hope you feel better and it doesn’t trash your day
I woke up at 3:30 am today. Its very cold. Had 6 hours of sleep. Hope its enough.
my body feels so tense lately hopefully itll be gone in a few days when i fully adjust to no longer taking paliperidone. i may end up trying a different ap eventually but i think i am pretty much done with paliperidone considering all i went through in the 2 years i was on it, hard to believe that klonopin is the only cause of my year of depression and suicidal ideation that still would come back even as recent as a couple weeks ago
I never undetstood why rudin is so revered. Its a book that requires math maturity. I have it but i need to read other analysis books first. I got like 4-5 real analysis books, 3 linear algebra, 1 abstract algebra book, and several other math subjects. I dont look down on people just because they havent studied or read rudin.
My former best friend got A+ over the summer with rudin. Smart guy. Decided to be a software engineer over actuary. Smarter than me. Its not a competition or jealously. He was kind but i dont trust people anymore. Even him…
I lost 1-1.5 sd points from schizophrenia. My former friend said my iq was 130 but his must be in the 140s or something. I just cannot compete anymore.
If i could go back in time i would major in ee instead. Takes 4-5 years. Same time an electrician apprenticeship takes…
Little LED let me sleep in! It was nice even though I wasn’t actually sleeping.
Not much going on today. Need to clean and do dishes, but that’s about it.
Hey all, just woke up from a pleasant dream. Still worried about my brother, but there’s not much I can do.
I’m gonna try to do some writing this morning. It’s part of the homework I got from my therapist.
I’m so sorry to hear that your brother may have sz. I think you’re showing how much you love him. My heart goes out to you.
If there’s anything I can do, let me know. Sending hugs
Good morning all y’all! I’m scarfing down food this morning after 2 days of throwing up.
I want a chocolate milkshake. Lol
Do you have a favorite restaurant for milkshakes?
I’m fond of Fuddrucker’s myself. I tried one recently from a place called Habit Burger, they make incredible burgers… but it was too chocolatey for my tastes.
Steak n shake. Soooooooo yummy.
I’m attempting to get through to the IRS, waiting for my call to be answered.