Today I met my childhood best friend. We took different path in life after high school completely.
She married her college sweetheart - I dumped mine for no reason.
They got into drugs and the guy is in prison as I hear. She seems fine and has two kids. She said she loves doing drugs and stuff as sad as it is I did not comment. I am already unfortunate without it and trying to control my life.
My bf from my younger years in school has passed away. Another friend has died of cancer too. I was shocked.
So you know I have a complete validation of choosing to stay with loved ones.
I had a bf in college his name was aj. he cheated on me and had a daughter. he dumped his daughter’s mother after a few months and is now married to someone else. I wasn’t attracted to him like I probably should have been but it was before i came out as gay.
i have been with my parther for almost 10 years and i love her very much but i can’t help but think if i hadn’t gotten sick and graduated college my partner and i would be in a much better place right now and not living with her familiy