Today has been pretty good (aside from me having to get my blood taken and them not being able to get my vein-ow!) but last night was not.
I started going into paranoid mode after the demons started talking to me. I’m trying to retrain myself to not sleep in the position they’ve trained me to sleep in, but they don’t like it. So they would pinch me really hard until I did what they wanted. I tried to ignore it but it hurt! They didn’t do anything to me other than that though, because I didn’t let them.
Anyways so after that I was paranoid (maybe because I wouldn’t give into them so they decide to feed off my fear instead, they’ve done that before) and everything in the room looked scary. (Ex. Clothes in closet look like people hanging, stuff like that) I tried to go to sleep but when I did I kept seeing these bright images when I closed my eyes which were distracting. (In one image that girl I always see, the one in the white dress, was sitting on a bed. A dark figure was sitting on it with her. Then another dark figure walked in the room, and another and another) I’d also hear sounds that would snap me back awake, the most prominent being a loud whirring. Hypnogognic hallucinations maybe?
Anyways I didn’t end up falling asleep until about 5 something in the morning. Thank goodness I didn’t have to wake up until 10.