It was the first night in weeks I had no anxiety whatsoever and no psychosis (voices, demons…). Crazy. I actually felt sane last night, like my brain was functioning coherently. All the other nights I felt like I was losing control. I hope tonight goes as smoothly, I had no voices today.
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Glad to hear you’re doing better, you’ve had such a hard time lately @Anna. Sounds like your meds are starting to work a little better. Hope you continue to do well and your streak of feeling bad is behind you.
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Ride out the good times because that sea of sz will throw up some serious waves! Glad your doing well and keep on it! You get some stability over time and your doing well! Hang in there and glad to hear…I do read a lot of your posts although I don’t respond often! My bad but hope your on the improve!
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i have my good and bad days, just wish i could capture the good ones in a bottle. there’s a reason you elt this way, but no real way of finding out how or why. just hope the good outnumber the bad.
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I’m having good days how about you?
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it’s a mixed bag of good and bad. i can gauge by how well i do at work. was a bit manic today, but got through my shift ok. what’s a good day to you?
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When I don’t feel depressed but it’s so up down also
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most (normies included) go through the peaks and valleys. Ours ups may be a little too up (mania) and our downs are the pits. Mania is manageable but depression is the absolute worst. It’s cyclical for me, i get depressed during some parts of the season.
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I’m glad you finally had a good night! Hope your days/nights stay good!
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Unfortunately last night was not so great, they harassed me pretty much the entire night. But the main guy’s energy was a lot weaker and they couldn’t actually touch me or anything I was too strong so they basically just screamed insults at me all night and how I should kill myself.
I really didn’t sleep at all, not because I was scared but because I just couldn’t sleep with all that noise.
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Voices are one thing. But grotesque demons are the worst IMHO. I hope you feel better.
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I was thinking about what made the good night different from last night and other nights and I realized that that one night I happened to have not taken modafinil that day. I think me taking modafinil too late in the day with my new messed up sleep schedule has been bad for me. I need to go back to taking it in the morning instead of 2 something in the afternoon.
I took it at 9:30 am today so I will see how tonight goes!
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I’m glad you’re doing better.
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Taking the modafinil earlier seemed to really help, I had no voices or harassment last night!
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