I went to the store to get some more smokes a little bit ago.
On the way i began to dream deeply about travel, i yearn for it.
I would go see the great canyon and then head up through the northwestern states, maybe even see seattle for a bit j, who knows.
I would go from there up through canada and alaska and stay for a bit.
And then swing back down through northern california because i’ve never seen the red woods before.
It’s enough to make you depressed, i need some travel, a good road trip, some freedom and fun and excitement for a change, but i go without, and i go without for a long time.
Maybe one day i will get to see some places.
And if this life is all that there is may it be destroyed soon, this is not worth it if this is all there is, what a waste of my time this has been.