Just shot some hoops with Bro. We went to the driving ranges but they were closed. I only read a few meanings into some signs on trucks.
It felt good to get outside again. I’d say I’m only about 10% now into my delusion!
And my wife comes home from the Hospital tomorrow!
It’s coming together…baby steps. 
This is a relief to hear!
I’ve burned up most of my vacation leave, so it will be a long stretch over the work year without too many breaks.
It is what it is. Schizophrenia has almost destroyed my life, but I’m coming back at it as hard as I can.
Just had a visit at Mom and Dad’s place.
Didn’t read into anything on the drive over. I think I’m slowly coming back to my old self.
Thanks to all of you for your concern.
This delusion has taken a heavy toll on my family.
My girls have been at my sister’s place for two weeks…my wife is in a psychiatric ward…my brother has been staying with me for days on end…I’ve missed a lot of work.
I need a slap in the face. I’m the star of my own little family, and that’s good enough for me. I have to focus my attention on my daughters and wife now. I’m tired of chasing shadows…tired of doing a cryptic crossword puzzle with no answers. I’m fed up with the delusion and slowly starting to screw my head on straight.
Somebody else can try and save the World. I just want to hit a bucket of golf balls, and return to my old life.
Great to know @PatrickT 
hope for all the best. You only get stronger after those nightmares 
My delusion is telling me if I just make one move, millions of people will benefit from it. I know this sounds crackers.
However, my family is dead set against it. They feel it will cause a mountain of unnecessary hurt to others and to my own family.
I have no car, phone and I’m not allowed to listen to the radio. This forum is my only outlet.
I’ll decide what to do when I get my freedom back. This should happen over the next couple of days.
Can you tell us more about this move your delusion is wanting you to make?
I feel if I right an old ‘half wrong’, it will unleash an avalanche of goodness all across the World.
I understand that’s crazy talk. But this is my delusion talking.
I feel as if I’m standing on a cliff above the ocean. I can either moonwalk away, or take a leap of faith.
It sounds like you’re starting to get back in touch with reality again. I hope this continues for you. It will be nice to see your wife again. Maybe you can make her some welcome home signs, as a creative outlet.
The Emergency Department gave me a Hospital bracelet the other day.
I haven’t taken it off yet. I’m keeping it on for good luck.
you can’t kill yourself @PatrickT your family would be devastated and torn apart…that’s what you are talking about right?
Hang in there matey. Lot of people worried about you so keep that stress low and get well for your fam!