This delusion has taken a heavy toll on my family.
My girls have been at my sister’s place for two weeks…my wife is in a psychiatric ward…my brother has been staying with me for days on end…I’ve missed a lot of work.
I need a slap in the face. I’m the star of my own little family, and that’s good enough for me. I have to focus my attention on my daughters and wife now. I’m tired of chasing shadows…tired of doing a cryptic crossword puzzle with no answers. I’m fed up with the delusion and slowly starting to screw my head on straight.
Somebody else can try and save the World. I just want to hit a bucket of golf balls, and return to my old life.
It sounds like you’re starting to get back in touch with reality again. I hope this continues for you. It will be nice to see your wife again. Maybe you can make her some welcome home signs, as a creative outlet.