sorry for my bad english and for wrong verbs, I don’t know well english.
I am not a minor, I am not assuming anything because I have no schizophrenia.
but when I was 15 until I was 16 “they” forced me to take various drugs including risperdal…
I was sure that the psychiatrist was a very ambiguous person with great preferences and had bad intentions towards me.
But at the time I did not correlate, I managed to escape from that witch in time by doing everything to assume nothing. over time I connected the dots, I am a person with excellent memory and good interpersonal skills so I think I am not wrong, I have no big bias, and my experience can confirms. I’m sure the psychiatrist chose risperdal in the end when she starts hating myself for killing my sexuality. I understood this after many years. there are unconscious mental phenomena such as dissonance and dissociation (and also others less predominant) that when you can perceive even a little of their effect on the world is impressive.
Connecting the dots at that point I started looking on the internet and found that even risperdal is seen as an extreme male anti-sex pill, the most invasive and worst. this confirms all my theories that she chose it on purpose (however here I never paid for drugs, and I guess here in Italy is normal for drugs for mental illness) and I also found many testimonies in my language and heree in these forum too, also of other drugs and of minors - young people but also adults.
So I saw it right, and here I am, I have been thinking about it for a lot time and I cannot come to a conclusion. I hope at least that my genetics have not been modified and this sound hilarious but maybe this can. it seems improbably but I don’t know. However I am thinking about this so much (sometimes) and I can add more details that can be interesting if we do a sort of discussion and so on.