i was very religious in the past but lately i have become atheist.i want to know is this due mental illness or the drugd or its normal thing.
I was always very religious. Then I became ill and tried to become atheistic. And I am on pretty heavy medication. But my faith has stayed with me now. Even under heavy medication I still have Faith.
I’m a spriritual guy. To each their own.
I have grown more spiritual after getting on meds, personally. I don’t think that being sick or being put meds has much of a causal effect on religiosity. I see the two as independent.
I have faith on meds
However, without meds I’m very extreme and strange in my religious beliefs.
Without meds, I receive messages from God etc too.
With meds, I sometimes think God is speaking to me but my reaction to that feeling is much calmer, rational, and more like the average person.
The one thing I consistently battle is whether or not spirits are around me or trying to either protect me or turn me against my faith.
I try to ignore them and keep my mind occupied on other things
Truthfully I believe first and foremost that trying to make a difference in other peoples life is how to be saved
BUT i believe that there is a god and even if there ain’t you help others and make a difference so it’s irrelevant
I live my life the way I want too and don’t discriminate