Really, really low

Pretty sure it’s not sz. I think it is just utter despondency but hey that sucks too right. I am getting the worst vibes off my flat right now.

Well actually the bedroom was ok vibes wise. I moved to the livingroom. The livingroom sucked so I came back to the bedroom but the good vibe was gone

Just got music on my headphones but I keep getting messages off it. Last song told me the devil awakens and this one now tells me to look up high

Got the lights off.

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Try some music without lyrics, I like deadmau5

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I get messages too from music.
How do you feel?

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I kinda feel a sell imposed flatness. Am afraid to let too many emotions run wild so my brain has kinda shut down to protect itself. I prefer this flatness to panic and terror

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Hey, @Jimbob. Sounds like you’re going through a really rough time right now. I like @Ribbon’s idea – trying music without the lyrics.

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Yes, I would prefer it too.
Did you take any prn?

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Hey @Ribbon i will put on some instrumental music. That is a very good idea. @Pandy thank you for your kind words

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I am allowed 10mg propranolol a day. Took it a couple of hours ago. Thanks for enquiring though Om

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I hope you feel better soon @Jimbob
Try soothing music.

Maybe a warm bath?

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i hope you feel better soon, jim =(

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I’m sorry to hear that. But you’re a pretty optimistic guy so I think it’s probably just the sz flaring up, especially if you’re getting vibes from your rooms.

Can you take a nap for an hour? That helps me sometimes.

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Thanks @Wave @lekkerhondje @everhopeful

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I ■■■■■■■ hate my flat as well right now

Can’t stand the place

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