Ok I’m just reading a daily bible plan and they talk of voices. I always thought bad stuff like that comes from the devil. Well here it as:
Often in life, you will hear the devil speak to you, saying things like you are too fat, too skinny, too poor, not smart or even not beautiful enough. You must recognize these voices are of the devil. But remember, God made you beautiful (refer to Psalm 139:14).
God had a plan for me
See, I understand what you are going through. I too used to listen to these voices and what is even worse, started to believe them. Although God already had a plan for my life, I mean a big plan beyond my thoughts. The devil knew if I believed the lies he had construed in my head, it would stop me from moving into the direction God already had for me. God knew my future and more importantly He deemed I would have success.
I copied this right out of the bible app. What a coincidence.
I find it hilarious the negative thoughts that pops into some Christians’ heads they perceive to be of the Devil, but if you tell them you literally hear a voice that not only persecutes you, but also can have conversations, they’ll call you crazy.
Some Christians just get a negative thought and think it is an attack by the devil, but we have a way more complicated experience and yet we’re written off as crazy by them. That is what I am saying.
The same thing goes for the simplistic dreams some Christians have that they think are from the beyond. I have had way more surreal and lucid dreams where I literally knew I was in a dream state that was created by beyond and had full self awareness while inside the dream.
I just find it stupid. Again, they get just a negative thought in their head, maybe a little depression and think they are under spiritual attack. I personally get sophisticated communication, even seemingly possession of my body and it is not taken seriously by the majority of Christians.
Did a Christian do some wrong to you?
I sense a chip on your shoulder.
I have had Christian, Muslim and Hindu doctors and they all frown on “communications” and try to drug you out of it and treat the symptoms and think they are serious.
For instance, my entity can give off the energy of a hot woman and blink by eye lashes through my face like it is hitting on me. It can make all kinds of flirting gestures through my face when it does this. These are not simple muscle twitches, these are lucid motions I would never make on my own. It can also give off a monstrous type of energy and make animal faces through my face like it were a vampire, sticking out my teeth.
I think doctors of any faith would find that serious. I’m sorry they haven’t found the right med for you. But keep trying, I tried many over several years until they found the one that helped. Hope they find one for you, keep searching, there are several new ones out.
My entity only makes these motions through my body when I am alone. Sometimes it will nod or shake my head to mean yes or no, or smile through my face when it thinks no one is looking, but no one has been that paranoid to think something was off, even if they saw it.
But I have some control in allowing it to happen. One time I tested it and challenged it to blink my eye lashes to see if I could stop it from doing it. It ended up going aggro on me and kept me up all night blinking my eye lashes to prove I could not stop it, but that was a long time ago.
I have voices in my mind telling me the same things listed here. Maybe the voices spoken here aren’t the ones heard as if actual speaking, but inner comments to/against yourself. I also see the devil as figurative. Not a real entity, but a misguatrded + twisting way of thinking the human heart and mind are capable of -a destructive behavior.
I don’t talk about this possession I experience with the medical establishment because I fear the entity would cover it up by making it out to be a neurological disorder, making it uncontrollable and leaving me to look like I am some freak.
For some people they attack their hearts for instance. I notice when these people go to the medical establishment for help it gets diagnosed as some weird medical condition and becomes a daily occurrence that never goes away. I have also experienced this, but did not give into the fear and have not experienced it in many years, ever since I had a stand down with them and told them if they were going to kill me to get it over with.
I woke up, there was flashes of light like a storm(fourth kind) and strong wind in my room, but like you say you actually wake up and are completely awake, nothing like your average dream, nothing. So i look around for a moment and then i hear them behind me, there were several or what sounded like several moaning like the shadow people from the movie ghost(sounded just like them/scarier in real life). I began to levitate off of my bed toward them, for some reason i was placed back on the bed.
Then there was a card floating in front and above me, it was an ace, it cycled through the aces and ended up on the ace of spades.
You watch some of these movies and yes that stuff actually happens, the dream sequences in the golden child and monkey bone, probably even nightmare on elm street, ■■■■ can actually happen.
