Let’s face it, the rest of humanity failed us. The so called best of the best have turned their backs on us. I believe some are aware, but there are also plenty of so called intelligent people out there who are ignorant of this and just think we’re schizo. They’re the nobodies in my book. To quote the HBO series The Leftovers, we’re in the game! In my book, to be unaware of what I am aware of, is like having the mind of a child when it comes to the bigger picture of what is really going on.
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Once these entities are in the mind of a youth, that person’s innocence is gone for good, and they will go through a different kind of education than your average degree, but far more profound. At least that was my experience. I realize a lot of people are in the twilight zone and taken over by it, but I have evolved.
Maybe that’s just part of being schizo. You get that feeling when you come to terms with the “delusional” reality that no one else has experienced. You may be right about this man, but don’t forget you might be wrong. I’ll just tell you that I have the same kind of perspective on myself in my situation. These people are ignorant children, they don’t even know what it would be like if everyone was telepathic, that is unless they are.
Really man, it’s pretty stupid. But don’t expect to much from them most of them are the blessed sheep. Why should they trouble themselves when what’s best is to ignore our non sense and treat us like human beings.
Dude life with sz is totally ■■■■■■. I’m sorry that no one entertains your ideas. Please spell them out for us. I’ll probably end up saying the same thing that anybody else would, but it’d be interesting to hear.
I just don’t really believe in anything beyond this world. You speak of an entity when it is much likely coming from a deeper layer of yourself.
We create our own demons. A product of the lore of religion and legend, infused by fear of possibility.
When I was highly psychotic I had the feeling they could take control of me and manipulate my thoughts, only for me it was the collective consciousness. The subconscious connection between all people. The self then became an illusion and “they” had full reign to do whatever they wanted with me.
A year later and I don’t believe in any of that garbage and I don’t have any of those experiences. I know it’s me driving my thoughts and me controlling my body.
I still get these damned telepathic messages from people, which leads to a lot of delusional thinking and continue to be a wrench in my sense of reality.
It’s just ■■■■■■ man, I’m eventually going to have to realize that it’s going to be like this every day for the rest of my life. I’ve pretty much worn out all my options.
I will live a long lonely impoverished life.
But I guess I’m alive still, I survived what was probably a spiritual onslaught of psychosis where they tried to use every trick they could to get me to commit suicide, and it almost worked.
Well man I know we don’t see eye to eye, but it’s good to talk about our problems and experiences. Look forward to hearing from you @Daimon .
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This is my ideology on the situation: https://www.scribd.com/maverick_writer
Didn’t mean to derail your thread katwomansz. Daimon has been going on about his situation for a while.
Doesn’t surprise me that the bible mentions hearing voices. Sz is not new at all. Glad we live in a time though where there are less people thinking this ■■■■ is the product of demons from some other realm of existence. I’m actually glad I don’t even have to talk about it if I don’t want to. My voices are my voices they are a part of me whether I like them or not. And I really don’t like them.
But yeah there is no devil, there is only fear that makes him real.
Atheism makes up a small minority. I guess everyone is delusional but you and a few beltway bucket heads in astronomy.
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Here are some speeches I give on the issue. https://soundcloud.com/maverick-thinker/sets/speeches
I don’t know about the rest of you, but I engaged in much open dialogue with my entity, probing its mind to figure out its capabilities and what it was. I have learned from it and the tricks they play on people.
I was the kind of kid, that if people asked me what I would do if I met a ghost, I would say ask it questions and learn from it. All my other friends said they would run, but I always said I’d try communicating with it. I said imagine what you could learn! >:) I am not saying the entity is a ghost, but many people would call it a ghost or some kind of spirit if they had the kind of exchanges I have had with it. There are many schools of thought behind this kind of experience, and it is quite fascinating to study.
My experiences are talked about here. I get into my theories on the true mechanisms of psychosis
I have long, interactive conversations with God every day. He advises me and tells me what is going on with my thoughts and my plans. And it’s a wonderful relationship… But, sometimes, Satan interjects. And, usually I can’t tell that it is Satan at first. Satan sounds so much like God!! And when he gets involved, things get real scary. I only have to remember what Father Burkhalter taught me: “If your messages make you feel bad, it ISN’T God. Definitely not”. I have the same problems you guys all do, with an unbelieving, Hindu psychiatrist, and psychiatric nurses who are “not sure” about me. But, I’m on a whole boatload of antipsychotics and a mood stabilizer and an antidepressant, and they’re not touching it.
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The more I think about this stuff the more likely I’m going to start hallucinating. My voices are bad enough as it is. I will say I have searched for the voice of God and found nothing. Although once I had a conversation with an infinite tier of gods all at different levels of responsibility my questions took me higher and higher on this tier until I reached the top. That’s back when I had questions for God, but all those have been long forgotten. To clarify this was psuedo telepathic communication with and intelligent hallucination or aspect of my own intelligence. Basically I deduced that God is created by the mind, if he is real and that was real then he and I are good and he’s fine with me being atheist.
Holy ■■■■ I remember it now, the vision of God killing himself only to be reborn. A creature of immediate all inclusive knowledge of the past and future. Trying to kill himself to no avail. God can die he just doesn’t die.
Man sz is some crazy ■■■■.
But yeah I don’t get any voices that speak intelligently.
I’m just gonna be atheist and when I die if there is more I’ll deal with that when it comes. Hell is just a stupid construct.
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It’s just different degrees. Some people may believe that the mere thought of one believing in other entities existing and communicating with them is stupid. It’s all relative
i believe it, i believe that voices and hallucinations, paranoia and even depression, i believe it all comes from the devil.
it is so simple, the devil is evil (its even written in his name) he wants to torture us even the innocent people, he is to blame for all of this, he is the entity or what ever you want to call him,
you have to remember that he comes in all different shapes and sizes and he can change his name, appearance, gender, he can be pretty much what he wants,
peace
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That’s a crazy way to think man.
You open yourself to feeling like your constantly under attack that way.
That thinking could even increase your paranoia. It’s like what if the “devil” secretly sent me here to derail you since he comes in all shapes sizes and forms?
Not that that is in anyway the case,
You can see where that leads.
I think our battles are just with ourselves nothing more
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Precisely what I think.
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it has to come from somewhere, why not the devil
i think its good to know where it comes from so then you can maybe start to do something about it, you need to know what you are fighting.
if you say that it is yourself then that means you are fighting an inner battle but 9 times out of ten you don’t want to fight inner self so how can that be? it must be coming from somewhere else.
the real enemy is not your inner self or a part of your inner self it must be the devil, there is really no other explanation in my mind.
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That’s fine, to each his own. I think when I made the decision to believe that my demons’ were just my inner battle of my mind. That was the day I took 100% responsibility for my own well being. Just my thoughts.
i don’t want to take responsibility let alone 100% lol
God works through me, he is in control
i have free will but he guides me and knows whats best
i think it is a lot easier way to live lol, i don’t want to be in complete control tbh
he’s the boss, someones got to be in charge lol
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I agree. Responsibilities can be very overwhelming. When i used to believe in it I would “give every thing to god” or “leave it all at the foot of the cross so to speak” it was comforting for sure
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