analysis of step 3 in insight
I can understand completely others not understanding the elements of this unnamed reality called schizophrenia, as well as understand them seeing the actuality of my situation in a different light then my internal experiences, but trust me we are not alone. I see people living in their own prison everyday, even if mine happens to be more imaginative and outlandish. By my own experiences, it’s hard for me to not to tie such intense and seemingly real experiences to a brain illness, I tend to tie what I’m experiencing to the supernatural, although it can easily be examined as a brain illness based on my history. I guess you could metaphorically speak that having such unknown experiences happening to you is like exploring a different planet, and I would think anyone sane or not would try to figure out the what, where, when, how and why for what they are experiencing, but as you know of the complications of this illness, lack of awareness and insight is a issue of mine. So I would suppose a reinterpretation of ones perspective of the occurance of schizophrenia is needed. That being, if there is more then one interpretation, how can something be true? If a tree is to fall out in the woods, and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? Perception must be reevaluated to the external, reevalutatIng the reason being for what you are experiencing. Supernatural, spiritual and seemingly delusional ties to the explanation of what you are experiencing must be externally reevaluation by the tangible experiences of what is happening in the now, and not by your own interpretation in your madness. freeing yourself from a part of this madness called schizophrenia. Now as a quick history lesson, man has been killing, raping and looting each other from very early times to today, screwing themselves over in their own ignorance. Both good and bad and misfortune has happened to both good and bad people, deserving or not, It doesn’t mean the world or God is against you. I would just say You and I are going through a very difficult time. Now for ties of this being to supernatural, nobody truly knows what is on the other side, I don’t but I have my beliefs, A quick embracing of actuality should tell you so too.