Question if I might have severe Narcissistic Personality Disorder

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Could it be possible that I might have severe Narcissistic Personality Disorder?

I have:

  • History of long-term delusions of grandeur

  • Haughty

  • Arrogant

  • History of being abusive

  • Childish empathy and remorse

  • Envy others better than me

  • Pathological jealousy on people who are much better than me

Could it be that I got that from my former bullies? I was bullied for lacking social skills, was called “Stupid”, “Loser” and “Idiot” for that in elementary school, and I asked my former elementary school teachers why and they said that I deserved it, because I was strange and lacked social skills at that time.

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That’s not very nice from your elementary school teachers to say. Odd people deserve a safe space where they are not bullied.

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You seem obsessed with diagnosis, everytime you post about that you have a different diagnosis. Are you a hypochondriac? @O5z

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But then I kind of became a bit antisocial and had inferiority complex and later had a severe delusions that I am much better than people with more severe intellectual disabilities and I made fun of my former friend and girl friend (two people) for being beneath me. I know what I did is not okay, but I developed that pathological narcissism from my former bullies and passed it on to my former friends.

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We’re not supposed to diagnose others, but I know what direction I’m leaning in.

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@O5z What did your Dr diagnose you with?

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I don’t think it’s healthy to compare yourself to the level that you think of some people as better and others as lower. We’re all different and unique.

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Bipolar Disorder.

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I feel guilty for having that delusions of grandeur, I am sorry! I feel hopeless, because Narcissistic Personality Disorder is considered to be a life long mental disorder and I just hate that, because I am trying to proof that I can change overtime.

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Not a productive use of your energy. You know the problem now, so get to work on fixing it.

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Thank you! Of course!

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No, I am only suspicious that I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I only have a diagnosis of Autism, Mild Intellectual Developmental Disorder, ADHD and Bipolar Disorder.

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Talk to your doctor about it. You really don’t want someone as dysfunctional as me diagnosing you. There’s also the fellow here who self-diagnoses as an egg and a potato and who can crash any network by mentioning turtles (@LevelJ1). Dude is totally sus - don’t let him try and diagnose you as a hippo. That means he’s after your Pop Tarts.

(The scary part is that the above makes sense if you’ve been around here for a while.)

:stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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In my diagnosis you have hippitis. Its cureable tho, more watermelonzzzz

:watermelon: :hippopotamus::hippopotamus::hippopotamus::hippopotamus::hippopotamus:

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I don’t think you’ve got that… I thought I had that because of similar things… Narcissism is really nasty and close to sadism really… Not that people can help it…much … If you think or worry you have narcissism you probably don’t xx they don’t worry about having narcissism

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But it’s not narcissism if you actually are better than others. Jk :smiling_face:

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You might actually have hypochondria (obsession with health issues)

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I’m no doctor but it seems to me that you are displaying strong autistic traits with obsessive thinking.

You could very well have either schizoaffective or bipolar disorder.

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I have Autism Spectrum Disorder.

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That does not mean that everything I say is always false.