Numerous upon numerous things have gone down, we’re not sick yo!
Here is the latest. Im out back making cigarettes(yeah, it would have been bad if health were an option, makes no difference if i smoke or not) and my relative is playing poker.
So, in my head it goes “QUEEN SEVEN!” I say it out loud, “queen seven.” That was the two cards she had. They start doing it more, they even began telling me what cards were needed to make straights, they would say “three five” and a three five was needed to make a straight.
They did it several times.
On top of things like this they have also told me where to find things, who would win the superbowl twice and once it was two weeks before it happened.
They know the time to and express this repeatedly. Not only do they make me look at the same times on the clock repeatedly my relative had to get dentist work done and i was saying “hey, make your appointement for tooth hurty!” Dumb joke i know.
Days after her work was done she says “my tooth hurts” and they were in my head and said “ask her what time it is.” It was 2:30.
Three seperate times i’ve been physically harmed by them, they appeared two of these times. I was shocked intensely, burned, and the latest i had my spine bent a little bit which even screwed up my breathing when it happened.
I don’t know how it works though, can’t explain it and can’t prove it, truly a maddening experience. All that i know is that it’s no disease and doesn’t even need to happen. My voices, although i don’t understand them completely, have a conscious cause.
Now add these experiences to seeing aliens, ufos, shadow people, light beings, ghosts, satyrs, and even having a witch at a bar make you have a visual hallucination and then yelling at you that he is a witch, which you wouldn’t have known but it is really obvious when he yells it in your face.
You see the future a little bit, you smell some sulfur after seeing an alien, you’re looking at the clock at 3 repeatedly, 333 repeatedly, all kinds of times.
You may even have dream things happen. Dream things that are oddly similar to the dream sequence in movies like the “golden child” or “the craft”, add a little monkeybone in there and you’ve got your satyr.
Really must have some barbital at this point, i don’t know how to get it though, perhaps some heroin would be okay to end it with, i would just zonk out and never wake up. I really want to end it now but have no good way to do it. Im a bit worried about swallowing all of my ambien and risperdal, it’s not made for these things.
Thats my life, torture and poisonous drugs that if i don’t take i get tortured again. The drugs are torture to, but not as bad as the psychosis torture, it’s the lesser of two tortures.