I feel like my psychotic episodes were caused by things outside of the diagnoses I got. But those stick. My family thinks I’m mentally ill but I don’t think I am. I’m worried for my safety.
Hmm?.
What Worries You?.
What do you think caused the psychosis?
I think I was a terrorist and there was trauma from that.
Why do you think you were a terrorist?
Hmm.
Well…,
That May Be Something To Worry About.
Perhaps Contact Homeland Security And Talk About It.
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Too many reasons. I wrote raps about ISIS, I heard a voice that wanted to interview me for ISIS, I heard another voice that said I was taking my ISIS pills (my adderall), and when people came to my job it was supposedly ISIS which makes me think now that I was helping fund them somehow. Also I had visions where they torture terrorists which made me think that is where they wanted to take me. Also when I took too much adderall one of my raps mentioned Anne Frank somewhat disparagingly.
Hmm?.
Did You Know That Ice Is Cold.
You Could Do One With That Line.
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That’s not real. That is 100% delusional. You don’t need to worry about why you’re psychotic, though. Just work on getting better meds to help you overcome it.
What’s 100% delusional?
Hmm.
That Is A Strange, Lost, & Sometimes Found Elusive Creature. . .
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You are. You are not a terrorist.
Based off my description of why I think I was one?
Hmm?.
Deeply Recognize The True Nature Of Your Pure Reasons. . .
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Yes. Because your description sounds like you’re still delusional.
You’re not even Muslim. Why would isis want to recruit you? To bake cookies? And the same thing goes for your North Korean delusion.
I would study a lot of Islam and wrote a paper on the Israel-Palestine conflict.
Hmm?.
Isn’t It Fascinating That The War Isn’t On The Set Of Beliefs, But!, Illegal Activity.
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That’s not enough.
Hmm.
I Personally Never Had Much Of An Inclination To Study Religious Islamic Ideals.
I Mean Christianity Was More Than Enough For Me Personally.
Also It’s A Vein Of Tradition That Runs Deep in My Family.
But!, As I Got Older I Became More Fixed On The Idea And Focus To Study Many Different Religions.
Worldwide And Such.
Like That Infamous Bright Eye’s Song. Burning All To Get Closer To The Truth.
Not Burning Anything Physically. But Psychologically To Find The Center Of A Creator. . .
Jus Fascination Within The Horizon Of The Stars Up Above.
Hope, True Love, Honesty, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.