Has anyone thought you were a terrorist for ISIS or Nazis when psychotic?
No. But when I am really psychotic I don’t remember much. Once I thought my dogs and cats were in the conspiracy against me.
That was probably not true but I sure felt that way at the time.
That’s 50/50. I love cats, but their allegiance is sketchy at the best of times.
I thought nazis won the war and I was the only one who didn’t know. I thought the coupon paper for the grocery store had codes in it so some people would get poisonous food and others who can read the codes got good food. I thought every time someone called over the loudspeaker it was code for tracking me through the store.
Thanks. Good things.
Yes I thought I was ISIS, Jesus and Hitler, all when unmedicated, it was dangerous.
I thought you just thought ISIS were after you, not actually a part of it?
I thought I was part of it and that they came to pick me up in a black tainted car infront of my house. I was up all night looking at it.
I feel like I was really a part of it because I thought there were these teen terrorists at my workplace and I was being nice to them and when my coworker was talking to them I told her not to. I feel bad about this.
I used to ridicule fearfulness until I finally had enough and learned to respect fear.
What do you mean by respecting fear?
I did that at mental hospital with my parents. There was a girl that was trying to talk to me, I thought she was from ISIS and told my parents that and not to talk to her when she came trying to talk to me and my parents.
To recognize fear without showing criticism or violence toward it.
The weird thing was I once was in a car with a man who had a tablet and he told me to put my phone on the floor. So it seems I was really involved with terrorists? He also said that I should stay home with my parents instead of going to my college.
You’re not, its a delusion.
It’s just weird that he said to put my phone on the floor.
I thought a was a samurai.
It was delusional but helped me feel strong during difficult days.
Does anyone remember my tagline in the 90s
“I have swords for the fight “ with a picture of a katana.
I thought I was a terrorist for the local zoo.
“Death to moats and fences! Praise Zeus!”
There’s two guys at opposite ends of the spectrum. Two very different men.