Psychosis as an alternative reality, a heightened state of awareness. The unseen spirit world is real. Anything is possible.
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It does seem like we perceive reality different to what others can see.
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It certainly feels like that when I’m drinking energy drinks. My theory is 50% or more of my symptoms are attributed to chronically drinking too many energy drinks over the years. I might be allergic or something.
Anyways, I notice when I dream or wake up in the middle of the night when weak and suggestible, I notice what you’re saying; that psychosis is an alternate reality.
I think my caffeine dependence is causing me to obsess, remember, and not get over the trauma and move on. Like I can access parallel universes and remember ■■■■because of the drinks. It’s like I designed them that way so I can remember. It sucks. I rather just quit them.
Like even if I was in Mk-Ultra (for simplicity), and yes I was to some extent, it shouldn’t matter. The stronger I am, the more able I’m able to move forward. There are veterans out there that survive and have PTSD and are truly disabled and somehow have moved on and functioned. Even John McCain became a senator and moved on.
I need to not look back.
Even the alien ■■■■is traumatic, but I must not let them affect me. I’m talking about multi-verse crap and other dimensions.
The strangest thing is consciousness transfer while awake and not awake. Like I was thinking of Many Worlds Theory and consciousness traps (or trapping one’s consciousness/soul) preventing one from escaping to another life or universe as in reincarnation or MWT. I seem to be suffering from this.
I need to move on from the victim mentality, which is just worsened by the energy drinks.
I have a hard time remembering past lives and extreme trauma. I must move on. The longer I am stuck here at this place, the longer I’ll take to recover – if ever.
i also get the feeling like it’s all alternate reality somehow. but i also partly fear that that sort of thinking just fuels our delusions and gives us an excuse to entertain those thoughts.
No , it is terrible
I am stepping back into this alternate reality quite happily. I am â– â– â– â– â– â– â– sick of this world
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In one of my early posts here, 3 years ago, in the onset of my sz, I wrote a poetic text glorifying paranoia. It was really blissful
I always feel like I’m perceiving a dream and I can’t wake up all the way. And things don’t seem solid and real.
Everything that happened in my psychosis was real (minus a few minor auditory hallucinations like a a guy saying “idiot” coming from the direction of the closest person, and I think - one “alternate reality” with a seamless transition in and out). But that last part is only for the ~one night that it gets really deep.
I’ve validated most of the other stuff. Maybe ~50% was actually said and I interpreted correctly, 10% inference not interpreted correctly, 30% inference interpreted correctly and 10% mis-interpretation on my part (based on associations with invalid beliefs that I held - some of which were extraordinarily complex and scary). But that last 10% created beliefs that scared the ■■■■out of me.
Like I was in the process of strategising against both ASIO (Australia’s Intelligence Agency) and the CIA in order to convince them of something and prove my innocence over something I dreamt up my mate had actually done, and was afraid I’d end up hog-tied in Guantanamo Bay.
And I agree with the “Heightened State of Awareness”, EarthChild. For me it’s around things - a person’s facial expression that is intended to impress altered meaning (through sub-text) upon the literal thing being said. Or an abstract concept, like - “Power/Control”, "The Principle of Reciprocity. And I over-analyse the concepts or things. Sometimes just enough to uncover real meaning. But sometimes just a little too far and that meaning is distorted.
I think it might be a spirit realm as well. One where there are many negative influences trying to persuade you that their reality is your own, hence the the endless stream of paranoid thoughts.
I become very religious at this time, and I like to think that it’s God trying to guide you through this false reality, preventing you from doing as the delusions and hallucinations would otherwise have you believe.
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Psychosis isn’t normal in this world. Maybe in the afterlife.
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