Sorry if this is a weird question, but either I’m being gaslighted in the most horrible way or this is super weird.
I’m kind of psychotic, I don’t know how bad it is. People don’t seem to mind that much though other than my family etc. being super weird towards me because how I was about 2 months ago, I think I’m a bit better actually.
Someone just wrote me an email, saying he wants to talk to me when I’m released from the hospital.
I’m sitting at home, typing this on my pc, but that person should actually totally know I’m not in the hospital. He knows me, he visited me in the hospital. Don’t ask but he definitely should know I was released.
So basically I’m going seriously wtf.
any ideas?
How is that an alternate reality?
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Any reality is better than this one. Making rent, shitty neighbors, pushy strangers, money problems, dental bills, rotten kids, etc. Yeah, give me an alternate reality that is so far from this one that I’m happy in it.
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Yes. 15151515151515
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Yeah, I’ve hallucinated it
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i cant relate to what u said but i have basically teleported to an alternate reality in my head before and not known it wasnt real. like a dream in real life. like how u dont know u are dreaming.
Yes. I was dead and basically I was in an alternate dimension of everyone still there but not fully real in some way, except me. Kinda slighlty lonely but also sort of cool… My anxiety was gone!!!
Ps… I wasn’t actually dead lol.
This was a delusion ^^^^
maybe he forgot you were discharged or whatever. It happens. People are focused on their own lives. I wouldnt make to much of it. It was a simple mistake.
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I never hallucinated that kind of stuff however I had delusions around reality warping as in being able to manipulate reality however I want it and that others could do it too.
It’s interesting, the intersection of spirituality and psychosis.
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I don’t know if it’s the same as spirituality but I was getting into mindfulness before the beginning of my episodes, I thought they were related at the time.
Sometimes my spiritual beliefs come close to delusional thinking.
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1515 indeed LOL
Ok lets say I’m in there and people are not gaslighting the living crap out of me. What’s the way out? or should I even actually leave? it’s pretty confusing actually, but I’m ok with it. I mean whatever you reply could actually be as well part of the hallucination, still could be helpful though…
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Yep or maybe he is an a**hole and also delusional. The stupid thing is he’s one of the docs but from a different part of the clinic (they have different stations, he is the chief of one I WASN’T in) lol. He wrote me an email. And I’m sitting at home reading that I would be released in 2 weeks seriously WTF.
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Yep I was never into spirituality myself that much, bu some family members etc. are, I often had arguments with them to not talk about this stuff to me that much. And all of this started with me chatting with a random chick from the internets who had severe CFS almost all dayeveryday and at some point, she thought it’s a good idea to go to peru or wherever and do some ceremony, including some really hard drugs. After that she started gaslighting me into some we are all connected stuff. At least that’s what I believe happened. Could all be part of a rather magnificently grand delusion. I seriously have no idea. All I know is that I’m posting stuff on insta and doc claims I’m still in the clinic in an email…funny in a way.
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I don’t understand. You’re not in the hospital so why do you want to make that a hypothical situation. Weird that your doctor doesn’t know you are out.
Oh I see you think you’re maybe hallucinating about being out of there. What sometimes helps me is meeting loved ones. That sometimes helps bring reality back if you’re out of it.
Or, and,
Tell your pdoc you are out of the hospital see how they respond.