Problems exist. Select solutions. I’m unable to…
Problems are like lots of lots of interference and hellish… Moving like a defective robot. Medication helps but not enough.
Medication helps but not enough.
neither do the supplement…!!!
Wait wait wait…!!!
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I’m so alive
I’m so enlightened
I can barely survive
A night in my mind
So I’ve got a plan
I’m gonna find out just how boring I am
And have a good time
'Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It’s been fine
I’ve been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap, it’s been
Is there a God?
Why is he waiting?
Don’t you think of it odd
When he knows my address?
And look at the stars
Don’t it remind you just how feeble we are?
Well it used to, I guess
'Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It’s been fine
I’ve been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap, it’s been
I’m a new man
I wear a new cologne and
You wouldn’t know me if your eyes were closed
I know what you’ll say
’This won’t last longer than the rest of the day’
But you’re wrong this time
You’re wrong
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
I’m over the analyzing
Tonight
Stop trying to figure it out
(You try to figure, you try to figure it out)
Deep will only bring you down
You know, I used to be the back
porch poet with my book of rhymes
Always open knowing all the time I’m probably
Never gonna find the perfect rhyme
For ‘heavier things’
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Awesomeness is filled in those lines. Thanks a lot.
All that interference is nothing but INTRUSIVE thoughts.
The solutions are not always forthcoming with this illness, most people suffer irregularly and unpredictably. I believe that the originator of the universe who created this illness wanted to create something so unpredictablr as a testament to his ability to decide whatever he wants.
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Creation is impossible. If 1 = 2 then creation is possible.
We are in a World where our life depends upon Universal laws and decisions and our surroundings, rest of the world is simply governed by universal laws and zero decisions. We need to select the right decisions so that we can act and achieve… but I’m unable to do so.
Only when I took large doses of some tablet called selegiline I was doing everything as if I don’t have any illness but at 50 mg it has side effects and after a month I was kicking air so I quit.
What does selegiline help with? Also do you feel like since the onset of your illness you don’t “feel” present in yourself and existent as you use to? If yes what takes that away?
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Selegiline helps with depression. Selegiline is like, no illness.