Would you rather be famous, or behind the scenes successful?
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The reason I’m asking is because @zwolfgang’s production of my ballad already has nearly 5000 listens in just one day.
This is triggering my schizophrenic delusions. It really is a catch 22. I’d like many people to hear and enjoy the song, but I’d probably want to take my own life if I ever became a spectacle or a person of note.
Have you heard of ghostwriters @anon39054230? You could definetly be one.
I purposely didn’t use my real name when I posted on Soundcloud. I used an alias.
Famous, definitely. My dream is to be remembered for drastically changing the world for the better.
My grandma and I had a friendly argument about being remembered after death. She’s all for being buried and having a nice tombstone. I said I don’t want to be buried or have a tombstone. My grandma looked at me funny. My sister interjected Old Age meets New Age. Basically I am happy to fade away into oblivion after death. I’m not a fatalist but those are just my views.
I dont wanna be famous. The fact that our song blew up scares me lol I had a nightmare about cameras maybe its connected. At the same time I kinda like it even though its not good for me
You getting any sleep Pat?
I’m on the fence about it. My illness makes being a public figure hard if not impossible, but if I were healthy I think I’d want to be famous for something. Would make finding a wife that much easier.
don’t say that
Fame hasn’t killed me yet
it’s a bit-ch though.
What is your diagnosis? Are you schizophrenic?
It just struck me that we created something cool together, and I don’t even know your name.
I’m not afraid of being famous. I thought I was gonna be famous starting when I was 21 because of delusions. Idk I enjoy my life no matter what but I’m not scared of anything really.
Me and zwolfgang are working on a dope song!!!
It’s not cameras it’s called “talent” lol 
I was diagnosed with schizoaffective depressive type around 2 years ago. Ill pm you my name in a sec dont wanna give it out in public here its kinda unique lol.
But yeah Im a 23 year old guy living in the US who makes music and wants to be an engineer thats pretty much it haha! What about you Pat?
@Jonnybegood You know it! Chart topper for sure
You don’t have to PM me your name…I’m a sucker for a good mystery. 
I’d rather win the lotto than make a lot of money making music.but I wouldn’t mind being famous either. Maybe I’d regret it Idk but I think I’m healthy and if I ever did it it’d be for a reason and I’d worked hard at it. If that answers your question
I have what I would describe as a ‘very narrow hallway’ of Schizophrenia. I don’t hallucinate or hear voices, but I have delusions of reference and delusions of persecution in spades.
Yeah I get delusions of persecution too, reference as well but not as much. I heard tons of voices though, mostly just making fun of me but some trying to get me to kill myself. At one point I hallucinated people with cameras taking pictures of me and shadow figures in windows watching me–thought I was legit infamous or something.
Luckily thats all pretty much gone with meds and I feel stable apart from the odd delusion here or there. Hopefully you can find a med that does the same for you
I’m happy we hooked up.
I’m 53 years old, but still very young at heart. I just simply like young people…their enthusiasm…their fearlessness…creativity…and heart.
@Jonnybegood is a prime example! 
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