Poll: Do you feel like you're being watched?

[shutterbug]

Yes, but I’m married and I have a cat. Typical afternoon:

“WHAT DID YOU BUY FROM AMAZON NOW?!?”

“STUFF!!!”

[agent101g]

It’s kind of hard to not let them bother you, it’s like pain, you can only ignore it so much because it’s happening regardless of whether or not you pay attention to it. It’s very distracting. That being said I’ve gotten used to it to the point where I can work a job while it’s happening.

[anon36577941]

Sort of, but I’m more worried about my mind and mental health. I wonder what really happened to me in 2011 like I got abducted by grey aliens or reptilians (Draco Reptilians) and got cloned on Mars at my residence in college (was it a past life?). My schizophrenia developed from a bad pot trip, which was ironic because I felt invincible or immune to pot and was resistant or couldn’t get high, which is why I probably tried skunk weed in the first place and 20x Salvia or whatever. I also was shitty at math and couldn’t see the numbers or do well in class and was in a bad environment in my honest opinion back then.

I don’t feel like this is my first, or orginal life, and or base reality as Elon Musk said, plus I have amnesia and dissociation.

I am more worried about the Matrix creators, like the Anunnaki or something, which I used to call the computer simulators or computer programmers. I think I believe (I know) I was in a mind control program because when I sleep at night, I wake up or remember my past lives and enter parallel universes constantly, almost like quantum immortality or many world’s theory of quantum mechanics. It’s a cloning or time paradox like the pre-destination paradox or some ■■■■. I think aliens are involved or even the Illuminati. Sometimes, I blame God even.

I feel like we live in a matrix or computer simulation and I was probably abducted by aliens but don’t know when. Sometimes, I travel backwards in time like the butterfly effect. Each new life I think is like an illusion because it’s the same timeline with zero divergence, until I get schizophrenia and become aware of my memories, it’s weird, like GroundHog Day or even infinite reincarnation. Basically, I died before, and reincarnated and have schizophrenia but it’s a parallel universe and I have no evidence, it’s subjective, and only true to me because of my memories.

I felt like I had a microchip and was a schizophrenic “super soldier” and was psychic despite the evidence.

Sometimes, I doubt aliens exist because we cannot find any, other times I think it’s mk ultra or the Illuminati or government experimenting on me.

I think there’s something off or wrong with many world’s theory of quantum mechanics; I notice the internet gets scrubbed constantly; and the internet doesn’t change or is deterministic and there is no ‘parallel universes’. There is no cross communication or interaction between universes. It’s been said schizophrenics can communicate or remember parallel universes and different dimensions or access them.

I sometimes think there are no time travelers either or aliens even.

It’s like consciousness transfer or soul transfer, basically, that’s what it feels like. Like my mind going back in time and when I dream at night, I feel like I’m at a “cloning center” or something or cannot distinguish my dreams from reality, basically.

It’s a God thing. I probably had trillions or more past lives in a time loop or closed time like curve around the time I had my bad trip, NDE, OBE, or something.

I heard if one experiences quantum immortality (I’m aware of it) because of my schizophrenia now, then MWT of QM is trivially true. My other main two delusions are I was Satoshi Nakamoto and John Titor but have no money or proof and it does feel like a past life. I never had any money and I don’t have a physical time machine any more and don’t really even remember having one even. It’s a delusion to others and I doubt these beliefs, memories, and delusions too. I’m told constantly I’m schizophrenic because I have memories of going through portals, wormholes, and aliens, and time travel, and matrix theory. I thought I had the matrix delusion for eternity.

I seem to be stuck or respawn to around the year 2011 for eternity now.

I feel like I have PTSD or something and wish I could get free money or compensation, but I am scared and don’t want any and know that won’t happen and asking for free money is not a good thing.

Thank You!