Personal thoughts

I use to think, ‘I can’t believe I have sz’. I still think that sometimes, but not as much now. When I was younger I had no idea that I would get sz. So I use to think this a lot. Does anybody else think these thoughts to yourself.

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I feel like a total faker when I feel great and accomplish a lot but then the reality of depression and such comes back and I know I am sza. It’s crazy!

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I ignored any thoughts about my diagnosis. Which probably wasn’t good as it meant I didn’t work hard to heal myself. Now, I make a tortured effort to be sociable because I know it helps.

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It’s the functional times that remind me that I DO have sza, in the past the projects I’ve been working on would have me raging and f*cking up the whole thing.

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Oddly enough, my first time in the er from a suicide attempt, my mom asked me if I thought I had schizophrenia as a joke. 2 years later I was hit with the diagnosis. I refused it. I didn’t believe I could have this illness that I knew nothing about. After countless hours of research and talking with my doctor I finally accepted it. It’s weird now because I’m doing so well in life despite still struggling with symptoms.

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You can say tortured again. Ugh! Bc that’s what it feels like.

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Look at you man! You’re doin’ it! Good work man!

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