After my first break I was fearful of having another one, and I did something stupid to try to prevent what caused me to have my first break and I believed at worst I would get taken to the hospital for medication for the psychosis. Now everywhere I go, live, work or go out etc., people treat me with disdain or disbelief and wherever I am working at I have to resign, because they don’t want me there. I’m not wanted anywhere and I’m being stalked and harassed.
How am I supposed to live, work and play after a public psychotic episode? Everyone knows me. My reputation is ruined and people are always going to think I am dangerous and scary.