People r so inconvienced by this load I I have to carry

People hav so much trouble with me having to deal with SZ . It so stupid no sympathy then they start trying to desrtoy u so they dont have to deal with the SZ u r dealing with,I dont care ■■■■ em im going to do whatever i want when i want to do it deal with it you ■■■■■■■

I have to watch myself ,promised myself to always be decent no matter how backed up into a corner i am by people