i have always had thoughts in my mind which might sound weird. to other people but i would like to put this out their. when iam walking to the bus or just down to the park by my house. and i see people driving in cars or walking pass me. i think to myself. those people dont even know that i here voices and see things. and have weird beliefs. i think it is just so weird people think you are a normal person. until of course you meet that person or start talking to them then you have to tell them that you have SZ. i would like to have friends i really would. but me iam a home body. like my dad and step mom want me to get put more and do things. like go to the mall or just go to a restaurant with my family. i just dont like doing those things. cause when iam around a lot of people i get nervous. and i dont know who is real. or if that person is real. it is just a lot of problem just to go out and have a normal life. but if everybody was the same this world would be very boring indeed. thanks for who ever reads this i just wanted to vent a lil bit thanks
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Well, you are a normal person. You’re a normal person with an illness that sucks big time. If you think about it, the average normal person has a lot of issues too, some you probably don’t have. And this illness gives us a kind of strenght that those who are “normal” will never understand…
I also avoid places that are crowded, it also makes me nervous. I think most of us get nervous with crowds and having to talk to people. You don’t always have to tell people you’re sz though, if that leaves you unconfortable.
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