I have people in my body judging me. I find it unfair, what gives them the right to judge me and threaten me. I just want to be left alone.
I don’t have that, but I have many negative thoughts, it’s a kind of purgatory I suppose. By ‘negative thoughts’ I mean with negative emotions… painful hurtful pretty rough
Edit: I never have any peace of mind… no rest for the wicked as they say…
I’m sorry you’re going through this @see121.
What dose of clozaril are you on ? Can it be increased ? Doing that might help.
They’re on clozaril? Aww ■■■■
Just curious, but do you have schizophrenia Everhopeful?
Yes. Paranoid schizophrenia.
Ok, you seem very normal, that’s a compliment.
Wow! Thanks!
It took me about 4-5 years to find the right med then another couple of years to admit I needed a higher dose.
I’ve never seen you express problems with having a severe mental illness, or ask for advice or support. You obviously function very well with the illness.
You should have seen some of my posts when I first came to this site. I wasn’t doing so well. I’m stable now though.
I owe a lot to this site. It kept me fighting.
It’s good some of us can function so highly, it gives hope to the rest I think.
I wouldn’t say I’m high functioning unfortunately. I can’t work or hold down a relationship etc etc.
There are some people on here who are. But I have a high functioning attitude if that counts lol.
Thanks for the kind words @fingolfin !
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