The voices are trying to make me into a serial killer I see scientists and live in an experiment none of the medication I’ve tried has made a shred of difference this is all real and if panics me deeply I think my friends are turning on me and that I have lost all social skills to repair the bonds I have with them I’m home bound with nothing to do I’m stressed out about my competition coming up in sweden everything is just too much and I don’t know how much more I can take. Sorry for ranting you guys are the only people that can kind of understand but not completely
Ps. Sorry for the lack of punctuation
Being 17 it’s taking my childhood away and that is the saddest part of all I used to be so different now I’m a shell of who I once was a mimic almost pretending to be but with a mind that is completely different to the body it resides in
@Rcundy1
I’m so sorry! It can take a long time to feel better. It sounds like you friends. Do you have a lot of support around you?
I’m a very lucky person the people in my life are there for me but I don’t know how much longer they will be it feels like they are turning on me this is what the voices tell me
The voices don’t give good advice.
Sorry about your pain, Friend.
Jayster
Thank you for responding in my time of need it is much appreciated I’m just clueless
Have you tried clozapine yet? It helps people when all other drugs have failed.
They are thinking of putting me on it after my competition
What kind of competition?
@FlyingPurplePeopleMeeter It’s powerlifting competition I’m lucky enough to be functioning enough to go to the gym and be able to compete for my country I don’t know why I’m complaining in this post I’m luckier than most
You’re complaining because it’s hard, and that’s okay. Schizophrenia has affected so much of your life; I’m glad it hasn’t taken powerlifting away.
Just recognize that anything out of the ordinary probably isn’t real and ignore it for the time being. Just pretend the delusions don’t exist, don’t believe them, ignore them. I know they can’t stop bothering you but by recognizing what wasn’t real I was able to live normally while meds were being switched. You’ll find something that works, sometimes it’s a higher dose that’s needed or two meds together.
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