Sz’s are cannot perceive the world outside which is so peaceful compared to the “inside minotaur chaos.” Pardon the pub.
I laid on the grass looking at the sky and tree tops perceive the peace outside that my mind reflected cleanly for the first time in 20 years. It poured into my brain, and my brain rendered that external information peacefully. What a triumph.
It feels like I’m almost all put back together again more and more almost every day this year. For about 5 years I was increasing my symptoms, then for 14 years I was gradually getting better noticeably if I compared the present year with the last year or any years before. This year I feel much better from month to month, and I notice nuances that are improved better almost every day.