yea there prob is another explanation for it for sure. Try to stop watching for them too… like do some other things and try to get your mind on different thoughts than checking for them constantly.
maybe they’re trying to catch speeders, or there was a dispute in your neighborhood.
they could be trying to keep you safe.
However, not trying to scare ya,
but I saw on PBS documentary,
male schizophrenic was living with his dad, and chose not to take his meds
and his care team called the police to take him to hospital,
and when he was out, the second time he did it, they took him to jail!
the system is so broken.
His dad was supportive, or on the fence of his decision, because he was so convincing that he didn’t need them, and didn’t want to take them,
and on the outside, he appeared that way. Then to avoid this, he lived the streets away from the cops coming to get him.
just a real sad story. sorry for rambling.
feel for ya.
yeah, the last year, here in my town, the cops have been called to check on my welfare, but we were just at the door talking, nobody came to haul me away, but when my parents did it to me, they had a court order, and the cops came right into my house without even knocking and took me to psych ward, against my will. I put up a fuss at first, but then went willingly. Both times I’ve never ha a suicidal plan, I just told my mom, this life is too hard. but no, I never wanted to die.