I was just texting back and forth with a friend telling her how I’ve been doing really badly recently. Told her I was hearing/seeing things and that I’ve been paranoid in general for weeks. That I was fearful of ending up in the hospital during Christmas this year like I did last year. She said, “”you’re going to end up setting yourself up” and that I needed to “just take a breath.” The voices immediately started telling me how she was one of the ones running the simulation. That she’s going to get me killed. That I shouldn’t trust her.
I messaged her back and told her they were talking about her and still haven’t gotten a response. This was 45 minutes ago I texted her back.
@Dreamer I think your gonna be ok Just try to get in to see p’doc or p’nurse soon.You might have also scared her by letting her know your voices where talking about her.
I agree with @DragonStorm, that you probably scared her. I think an apology would help her feelings and it’s got nothing to do with your being in the right or wrong - just her way of interpreting you from what she knows.
I wouldn’t listen to the voices. She is not the one running anything and you’re not in any danger. As for apologizing to her, that’s your call. If she knows about your sz and is comfortable with it she may understand, i don’t know.