Cussing at me as usual. Saif I called someone crackhead. Whore said that. Go home nobody cares. I’ll be physically harmed over words. I’m not supposed to defend myself.
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“Be thankful in adversity.” It will soothe your soul rather than feeling the pain of anger.
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They’re taking offense to the ■■■■ they started and want to be mad at me. Please hit me. I’m a nobody. They always say no one is looking at you. ■■■■■. Well ■■■■■■■ Ignore me then. I’m just waiting on a goddam bus.
Looking forward to threats and yelling. I wish they’d avoid me. My dad called me arrogant. Feck that I can barely take care of my mental illness.
What does that mean?
@roxanna I think it’s time for you to go to the hospital, you’re kinda having word salad right now.
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I can’t go I cursed everybody out in crisis center.
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I’m not sure. I only know that it works.
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Oh, well then I guess you can’t go maybe have your pdoc up your meds
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No. No no no no no. Skip the crisis center and go either strait to the hospital or strait to the ER. This cannot continue. As we speak, your brain is pretty much destroying itself. It’s true, ask @Ninjastar. I don’t know what grey matter does, but I’m pretty sure it’s important.
Quit trying to set her off more.
@roxanna remember your past experiences when dealing with this stuff. Compose yourself and let them pick at you and know your silence is stronger than their words. Dont frazzled yourself out with shame and frustration.
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Why do they care?
Really? Me? I’m telling her the truth; she seems to be very ill, and has seemed that way for months. I don’t want her to end up with permanent brain damage because she wasn’t on meds that worked, even just decently. She’s been on Latuda for God knows how long, and it’s obviously not doing much as an antipsychotic. Or would rather me sit here and play along with her delusions and hallucinations, knowing that it’s only making her sicker? She has made it very clear that she cannot simply ignore her voices, so the logical next step is to try and reduce the frequency and intensity of her hallucinations. For the most part, that can only be done with meds. She’s obviously not getting the right meds, so she needs to be in the hospital until she finds a med or combo of meds that makes her life bearable.
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Good luck on that one
I’m going to be attacked over words physically.
I hope I have taken myself out before they kill me.
@roxanna 
We all care about you. We want you to be able to live your life without being constantly harassed. I hope you can find some relief soon. Please get yourself some help. If you do, you will be thanking yourself for it later.
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Maybe I was picking up on the energy wrong and felt like you might’ve been pushing her further overthe edge. My bad if that wasnt the case.
She definetly needs to try something different. I’m in the same boat
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Upstairs just said, I’m going to rat her out.
For what?
You’re probably stressing yourself out and driving yourself crazy by trying to win against your neighbors harassment. It may be a losing battle. You should cut your losses and not provoke the jerks anymore and maybe eventually they will get bored with being jerks and leave you alone.
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You hit the nail right on the head.
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