This is called an ouroborus. Actually the one in the middle is an enso.
I think it effectively symbolizes the state of mind that is sz. There is a way to make the mind do this. I’m studying how it is done now. I wouldn’t do that to anyone, nor do I think I can, but knowing how it is made to be done is therapeutic for me. It mends what I’ve broken in my mind.
On my belt is a notch for having beaten one of the greatest destroyers in the world that has pervaded the lands for thousands of years. It is the fallacy of the mora/logical double bind secured in minds by the fable about telepathic deities, so that one cannot know if one is watched in the mind and in action day and night, and one cannot know if those thoughts are their own or something else’s.
The powerful might be able to sabotage a sniper’s rifle, but the sniper can fix the rifle. They might be able to wound him, but the sniper can heal. In a world of snipers that cannot see that their minds are ostracizing their minds, they are safe and rich over them all. If the world knew this, they would not be anymore, but can the world know this? Is that physically possible per the logicalities of the universe? I don’t believe that human beings live long enough for that to be possible, and they are too psychophobic about their own minds that they won’t elude to the reality about them for fear that they give away their position or give away a psychological edge to someone else over them. Perhaps if resources and security of each individual from any other individual were for granted, then maybe that psychophobia would filter out of the collective mindset and cultures of civilization.
Notice this yin yang:
I have learned that the Buddhists originally were teaching the young how to become free from their own mental ouroborus which many tyrants and sophistic demagogues were causing people to develop like a bad plaque on the world in order to control the populations. At some point they were led astray with a red herring about telepathic deities and that kind of thing, but the history of these Buddhist areas of study I should call them is really broad and interesting. I have never found another cultural belief system which teaches that not even contemporary psychiatry. Aristotle was punished by Alexander for trying to free the minds of the people by teaching them in his book what the sophistic liars teach to people from temples, palaces, and castles.
What I showed the yin yang for is that darkness and the light, and how the one is not unless the other like your land cannot be without the lands that exists on the other side of your property lines. To remove the other “environments” is to remove your own, and to be your own environment is to allow the possibility of the others.
What is true about the mind field phenomenon is that the mind is born trusting the 5 senses, but when the idea that what it (the mind) is is a telepathic message from deities and such things, this telepathy fallacy causes the whole thing to be twisted in a psychological blunder. It is a prison of the mind. The mind tries to rise in the world by fulfilling what those telepathic deities want, but that only causes the mind to be illogical. Illogical minds do not behave practically, and impractical peoples can’t overthrown government cults that live nearby in the lands.
You see it, right? The darkness in the yin yang. Like the darkness of a mind you don’t know what it is until it tells you, or until someone else has told you. You could be told a lie by a con artist or a fool that has bought the lie if your path does not take you to someone that knows the truth.
Whatever you are told about the dark in your mind is what the other side of the yin yang comes to mean. The light side of it is what the world and reality means to you and how you are to do what you do all of which is based on what you believe that dark of the mind is.
Let’s say all people are telepathic. They can talk to each other either with pen, mouths, or thoughts.
They are having a party in a room in some large house, and you and I go join them.
When we walk in,…
…what are our minds?
What did our minds become if we are all telepathic?
I call this one the telepathic room theory. In this theory if people were telepathic, then no one would have their own minds. The only mind would be the group mind because they are all connected. There would be no borders between the minds.
That describes the state of the world and self that an sz is experiencing, and because my brain was tricked into believing that for 2 decades, I cannot go join a room full without panicking so badly that I just wind up so nervous that I can’t do it, and socially I wind up wrecked. Then I carry it home with me, and it continues to wreck me day and night. I cannot sleep because it keeps me up all night more intensely than you can understand.
If I go back in time, and I would tell my mind there is nothing or no one that is telepathic, and I would tell my mind what is in the dark of my mind, and how the world has been using it to control people in a moral/logical double bind mind shaper,…
…all of these troubles never happen to me as a result of sz.
And if I were to go further, and explain where all of the rap and rock and roll, LSD and other drugs, Raves and Burning Man comes from, well then I wouldn’t mess around with any of that counter cultural brainwash which enabled me to fall deeply into the double bind that I fell into because I would know that it is brainwash and what it is intended to do to the masses.
