But islam as in sunni version has many bright sides that serves mankind and perseveres its existence, i know sufism is more about replenishing the spirit, but at the end of the day it is what makes more sense what matters.
Sufism believes that one can talk to God and receive messages from him, which is another side of schizophrenia. in Sunni version, you are prescribed few duties towards yourself and the community you live in and promised a rewarding life, now and in the hereafter.
I am a sunni but dont practice as in the many times i have attempted to it took me to unwanted places like the hospital for severe psychosis.
Deep inside i am a believer, but for my daily routine and life i rather be a secular person who believes in tangible materialistic life.