So, today marks my one year sobriety! And also one year since my hospitalization and diagnosis and the beggining of my recovery.
I used to do cocaine, lsd, mdma, speed, weed and a lot of alcohol. I drank and smoked weed by myself everyday, I was self medicating to calm my mania.
I don’t miss it. I live better without it. Maybe also because of meds, but I feel much better now with myself and also suicide ideation stopped happening.
I’m gonna bake a cake to celebrate, wish I could share it with you guys !
You’ve got me thinking maybe I should give up the booze. After they gave me the depot injection of Haldol it made it where I can’t get high on a lot of street drugs, which is fortunate. I know I wasn’t ripped off because other people got high on the same drugs. So, in that sense, I guess Haldol saved my life.