Huh? Praying and being concerned about the character of who works close to the nukes cannot be a delusion or paranoia…
I find nothing delusional in that song. It’s pretty strait forward and real.
may not be the best idea. not everyones brain is the same lol
I gotta disagree with this as well. Drowning sorrows might be a temporary fix but in the end it’s just going to make things worse, regardless of what substances you use.
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just take each day 1 day at a time, id imagine your going to go through a stage of recovering from trauma of the experience of your telepathy. when ive had episodes and i come out of it , it feels like my brain just shutsdown and i have to recover for a while
I known the hospital is a real pain in the ass but it is the best place to be if someone is thinking about suicide. It’s a safe place where you can take some time to get things together.
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you think i dont know what wanting to commit suicide is like? give your head a shake bud. stop being a douche bag and watch what you post.
theres just better ideas than saying hey bud just smoke a bunch of weed and itll be roses coming out of your ass.
good riddance.
haha you were the one that is talking to me in a condescending way , your going to have a tough go in this life dude. your attitude is just ridiculous. I understand why you are the way you are now, you need to go experience life instead writing non sense like this on a forum. - Im trying to say this in a way so that it will help you have a look at your attitude and maybe you will think to improve it.
good luck. i wont be replying to you anymore.
What kind of stuff do you like to program and what languages do you use?
I made a game with python a while back and now I’m working on an IDE for creating Fantasy Grounds rulesets. Fantasy Grounds is a virtual tabeltop for playing traditional pen and paper role-playing games over the Internet.
I’ve used Python and C++. I love Python, though C++ is gaining most of my attention these days.
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I’d like to do something with Android someday. Right now I’m working exclusively on desktop apps.
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I don’t know if I should be proud or ashamed that I am able to decipher that. 
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LOL LOL…
You know the book would never be recognized as divinely inspired…
Besides, how wise was Solomon really? On one level he was very wise…but on another level he let his wives lead him into idolatry and occult practices…so now we have the Bible books of Solomon, and black magic teachings also attributed to him…
I’m alright now, I think the reason I’m having a bad week is because I smoked. Since then I’ve wanted nothing but for the voices to stop. As for the telepathy I started treating it like it was real, not saying I believe it is but I just started treating it that way and it got worse. After a good night sleep I feel like I’ve kind of put that behind me. I just wish I had the power to overcome this or the mechanism to stop the voices. All I can do is distract myself and it’s really annoying because I’d rather just sit there. Btw Malcolm I’ve only worked in c++ and basic. Been looking for a better more all inclusive platform. Esp some specific graphics functions. Maybe I’ll try to mix up a new OS on the raspberry Pi today. Those baking pi lessons give a pretty good template.
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I think you’re just an Existentialist in disguise. Albert Camus and Jean-Paul Sartre helped me come to grips with the inevitability of death. It used to obsess me, not in a “I want to kill myself” way, but just the fact that one day I will die, and nothingness will follow. It was the nothingness that obsessed my thoughts — what would non-existence be like — it scared me.
Weed always exacerbates my paranoia and ideas of reference.