well i think i’ve been on the forum 4 years now, i’ve been coming on less lately compared to my first 3 years where i would sit on the couch and read the forum for 8 hours a day,now it is like an hour a day i am here sometimes 2. before this i was very active working, hiking, travelling, watching sports, gardening, working out, hanging out with friends. i had a bad case of anhedonia after getting on meds and all i wanted to do was sit on the couch, surf the net, and eat. i lost all motivation and gave up on life pretty much. but now im slowly getting my motivation back so i am back to working out, and preparing my meals, and looking for part time work, and reading. i still have a guitar that taunts me, as i bought it, and then barely played it, inspiration doesn’t always strike and lately i have no desire to perform, but focus on things that will get me compensated and keep me out of the spotlight. i drink a gallon of water a day to do something and stay hydrated, which mean lot of bathroom trips, and i try to do one chore a day. my schedule i came up with is full but i find a few hours a day to waste and am not disciplined enough to do everything on my schedule haha.