Ca-me-ras everywhere.
I donât know if cameras are everywhere anymore. I just donât think Iâm special enough to be watched
Oh you sound well.
No delusions anymore?
No there are still things that make me go hmm, but i just donât think the average person has any idea or is conspiring or anything
Average person is an actor or extra.
Thatâs my suspicion
I think theyâre clueless, om. I people watch a lot and what i see when i look at people are scared monkeys running around trying to mate and feed themselves. I sat in a hotel lobby yesterday and just watched people. It was like i didnât even exist
Sitting, gazing, and
making philosophical judgements
is always good.
I see people too, and
I feel theyâre against me, in a way
I will go out for coffee with two friends from school
I donât think anyone is against you. I think you believe something deeply and then look for evidence of it in the world around you. Seek and ye shall find. I think if you changed your mind about what you were looking for, you would see things differently
Many times I believe it⌠especially when people read my thoughts and then react negatively to them. havenât found a way to stop thatâŚ
I havenât been having that problem recently, but i know what it is like. Maybe changing meds would help, but that is a choice you have to make when youâre ready.
Is it because of the CBD? I read you are using it.
Good morning⌠it is 4 AM here. Just woke up.
Yeah it has been working for me, but it took a couple of weeks for it to really have an effect.
Good morning guys!
3 times today, tv said what i say and think.
Itâs crazy
If you have digital TV you should record it, so you can rewind and see if it is repeating what you say or think.
Iâm sure it said these things.
I cannot record it.
An ex pdoc had suggested the same.
But itâs not hallucination.
Itâs glitch in the matrix, maybe.
Whatâs going on? I donât know
Do you believe itâs just you in the Matrix and everyone else in non Sentient?
I had it too, where the TV would predict things⌠then read back what I was thinking at the moment. or even nodding with their heads when I had a thought. But I only have it on recent TV, not like TV from years ago or movies. because that is pre recorded. It happens only if the TV program is a day or a few days old, which led me to believe that they could read my mind in advance. I know it sounds weird⌠I watched a few movie trailers, and then it doesnât happen because it was recorded maybe a year ago. I donât know why! I guess it is a delusions, because I am not allowed to believe it.