Om's trumanomatrix

Ca-me-ras everywhere.

I don’t know if cameras are everywhere anymore. I just don’t think I’m special enough to be watched

Oh you sound well.
No delusions anymore?

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No there are still things that make me go hmm, but i just don’t think the average person has any idea or is conspiring or anything

Average person is an actor or extra.
That’s my suspicion

I think they’re clueless, om. I people watch a lot and what i see when i look at people are scared monkeys running around trying to mate and feed themselves. I sat in a hotel lobby yesterday and just watched people. It was like i didn’t even exist

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Sitting, gazing, and
making philosophical judgements
is always good.

I see people too, and
I feel they’re against me, in a way

I will go out for coffee with two friends from school

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I don’t think anyone is against you. I think you believe something deeply and then look for evidence of it in the world around you. Seek and ye shall find. I think if you changed your mind about what you were looking for, you would see things differently

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Many times I believe it… especially when people read my thoughts and then react negatively to them. haven’t found a way to stop that…

I haven’t been having that problem recently, but i know what it is like. Maybe changing meds would help, but that is a choice you have to make when you’re ready.

Is it because of the CBD? I read you are using it.

Good morning… it is 4 AM here. Just woke up.

Yeah it has been working for me, but it took a couple of weeks for it to really have an effect.

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Good morning guys!

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3 times today, tv said what i say and think.
It’s crazy

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If you have digital TV you should record it, so you can rewind and see if it is repeating what you say or think.

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I’m sure it said these things.
I cannot record it.
An ex pdoc had suggested the same.
But it’s not hallucination.
It’s glitch in the matrix, maybe.
What’s going on? I don’t know

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Do you believe it’s just you in the Matrix and everyone else in non Sentient?

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I had it too, where the TV would predict things… then read back what I was thinking at the moment. or even nodding with their heads when I had a thought. But I only have it on recent TV, not like TV from years ago or movies. because that is pre recorded. It happens only if the TV program is a day or a few days old, which led me to believe that they could read my mind in advance. I know it sounds weird… I watched a few movie trailers, and then it doesn’t happen because it was recorded maybe a year ago. I don’t know why! I guess it is a delusions, because I am not allowed to believe it.

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