You remind me of an old colleague at my old job.
It is really strange in a good way I suppose
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Iām feeling better today about the screens. I rewatched a video that i thought was troubling when i was high now that iām sober and i think i was just delusional. I feel like iām coming out of psychosis in some ways, so i guess that is good.
I donāt know your colleague but iāll take that as a compliment 
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Yea sheās okay. Haha
You two have a similar energy it is hard to explain.
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Describe my energy, iām really curious
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Lolā¦
OK ill describe her energy.
It is an energy of youth, fun, friendliness, jokeiness,ā¦ Warmth,
But also blunt,
She was someone I missed eventhough I donāt know how she felt
She was really hot too
And same age as u.
She liked wearing cowboy boots that kind of thing.
Iām not saying ur identical but thereās just something similar.
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Seeing u on the forum kind of brings back pre sz days for me therefore but also wen I was first getting ill because she was the one who witnessed it the most at work
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I get that sometimes.
Some actors or news presenter etc attack me through the screen with hateful vibes or trying to suppress me n a few times they hit me with their energy .
I donāt n canāt watch all actors and tv people.
Some I watch but itās difficult to watch them while others I love watching while others I canāt watch.
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Iām baking bread.
Itās in the oven.
Breakfast!
What a great breakfast.
Having my morning coffee.
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Good morningā¦ just woke up.
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Good morning guys!
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Good morning Om, 
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Good morning, what are you going to do today? I was studyingā¦ itās hard, but I made progress.
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Hey, @Zoe , @anon84628834 .
Iām studying too.
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What are you studying?
I woke up after 11 am, which is late for me.
Having my morning coffees and banana.
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Iām studying Greek poetry, theology and revolutions.
Any symptoms today?
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The voices are mild so far. They were worse the last couple of weeks. Luckily I slept very long. I think that helps.
Enjoy your studies! Itās a good sign you have the energy and concentration to do that.
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Studying Graphic Designā¦ not easy. Having a hard time to focus on it.
Had many voices today, others would talk to me and read my mind. Got angry and lashed out on the street. It has to stop, because I am tired of people talking and answering my thoughtsā¦ they say it is the disease, but i find it too coincidental. The gaslighthing is happening all my life. Cannot find a way out of it, meds donāt help. Not sure what else does, but I cannot function like this when i think people talk about me everywhere I go. I donāt have grandeur, in fact the opposite: low self esteem, so that cannot be it.
had the feeling I was being ātestedā today, to see how I would react. But oh boy, what a nasty test then? testing someone who is mentally illā¦
Any tips? because I ran out of ideas.
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If youāre suffering that much I would try to up meds or change them, but I guess all you can do is keep discussing them with a psychiatrist.
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I lowered my dose, maybe that could be somethingā¦ I could try to get on the full does again, but I donāt know. Thanks Jonathan.
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