Really psychotic? The being followed just seems so real! Seriously. I know people can think things that are totally wrong. I do. But it’s just so darned real to me.
I feel like I’m not mentally ill and I really am being followed etc. If it’s not real, I’m seriously off my rocker. While I enter food into my diary, I know they’re judging me on that. If I have sex, they’re talking about it and and watching. If I try clothes on they’re judging me over my size etc etc. It’s truly awful.
It’s constant and never goes away. No matter the meds! That’s why it’s so real to me. I’m literally religious about taking my meds. It’s so frustrating that they won’t leave me alone!
Yes the word is hypercritical. I personally think it might be coming from my own shadow. I need to do some shadow work. I don’t know why it only happens to some ppl. Wen perhaps everyone has a shadow of ‘good and bad’. It is a mystery.
Not saying this is necessarily the case 4 others. It’s just how I feel 4 myself