People are getting mad at me because of my mind even though I don’t mean anything by it, really afraid of them reading my thoughts, they’re so bad that people would kill me because of them. Don’t know what to do.
You have a problem with intrusive thoughts.
My intrusive thoughts went better with olanzapine 10 mg;
Perhaps you can try it?
I send you my deep, sincere love;
Erez.
Thanks Eres, I’ll ask my doctor about that med. Currently taking Clozaril. I just worry a lot about my thoughts. I have people harassing me sometimes. I just want to sleep but I can’t.
I get that fear a lot. All I can say is try to let go of the bad thoughts and try not to worry.
I don’t think anybody is going to kill you because of your thoughts. They might be snide, or even verbally aggressive, but they’re not going to physically hurt you. You could be exaggerating the power of your thoughts inside your own head.
I wouldnt say i have intrusive thoughts. It sounds like you may though. If you dont want to think those yhings, then i would say you do.
The though reading,(i know you heard it a million times), is just a delusion. I think you are ok, as long as you do not speak your intrusive thoughts.