Sorry for the language i really am.
But i can’t remember it. I have tried for years now and it’s just fuzzy, i can only remember the same fuzzy ■■■■ about it.
I remember my mind getting blasted. That was unforgettable, ill never forget that. But as we were leaving the alien walked in and stared at me.
Grey alien, plain as day. But i just can’t get it all. It’s fuzzy.
All that i get is an alien head on a guy that walked into the room, and i think the alien head was hallucinatory or kind of ethereal looking.
Yeah, i get i was accosted by interdimensional beings, i get that, but this one thing i can’t have the details, just this one thing. Shaman see them all of the time but all that i get in my memory is a fuzzy non detailed ethereal looking alien head on a guy’s body.
Pan, i remember him just fine. Very detailed in whats left of my suicidal memory, totally physical looking in every way, half a goat. I have that one.
The shadow man, clear as day. The ghost, clear as day. Detailed tree sized serpent made of light, plain as day. I can remember all them plain as day. Not the alien though, it’s fuzzy and not very detailed.
I just can’t have that one. I can’t see it. Alien head, guy’s body, i can’t see it. I go over it and over it trying to remember it but i can’t, it’s like i can only say it and remember it in words. No details in my mind.