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Hello.

Once Again.

I Never do Thus, But I’m Going to Try & See How Thus Works Out.

I Was Diagnosed About 15 Years Ago.

I Heard My First Voice When I Was Around 7 Years Olde.

I Fought Many Battles, Lost, & Won. Lost, & Won. Gained, Lost, Gained, Lost.

In The End I Find Myself Around A Week From Actual Independence.

Next Week I Will Be Talking to A Housing Counselor. Two Other Appointments On That Day. But Little Real Value to Me as of Right Now.

As I Wait Patiently to See How I Need to Budget Myself When The Day Arrives When I Am Actually, Actually, Actually, Out on My Own.

My Family Threw Me Away.

Left Me For Dead.

No Warning, as No One, Not One Single Person, (other than my therapist at the time), Did Anything to Save Me From The Torrential Downpour of Sharp, Bitter Reality.

At Least My Reality.

Point is,

Is There Anything I Should Prepare Myself For?.

Be it Psychologically, or Even Perhaps Physically?.

Any Input Is Valuable to Me At Thus Point in My Life.

Thanx in Advance (!!!)… . … :face_with_raised_eyebrow:

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ALSO!.

Side Note #2.0) I Am Really Excited. I Plan On Creating My Very Own Studio. And Will Be Able to Record 24/7!. No Interruptions and Dive in Deep into The Pond of Creativity. I Was There Once, but I Left it Behind. Now I Am On My Way Back to That Island. Might Even Get a Puppy (!!!). Okaie Side Note Over. H-e-l-p–m-e- :smile:

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Hello Again.

I Have SZA Schizoaffective “disorder”.

My Therapist Once Playfully Copied Me, As She Said The Word Disorder Putting it Into Quotes Like Would Always Do…,

I Miss Her…,

Okaie,

I Can’t Stop Posting Sometimes Because I Get Endless Ideas and Well, With The “disorder”, Bi-polar and All, I Can’t Stop…,

Point is,

I Need Some Clarification…,

Is There a Reason Why No one Seems Able to Help Me?.

Am I Being too Impatient?.

Can’t See The Forest For The Trees?.

I’m Rambling…,

I Might Use Thus Thread as a Study on How One Can Cope With Anxiety Going into The Unknown…,

Hopefully With a Little Help From My Friends…,

Side Note 0.0) I Listened to One Full Length Beatles Album and Didn’t Like it All That Much. But I Was Impressed Enough to Buy Their #1 Album. And That One Was Brilliant…,

So Pick it Up…,

Well, Listen to it Online…,

And if Yuu Would Like to Go Further, Check Out My Profile on Spotify, (((Optisleep)))-(((Happy Day))), Playlist.

I Have A Few Other’s During My Hours of Isolation and Trying to Find Solace, Perhaps Light in The Dark…,

I’m Rambling…,

Kinda Shattered Post…,

Like Kurt Cobain Says, ‘ALL APOLOGIES’ (!!!)… . … :slight_smile:

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Day #1.) Dear Diary, No One Wants to Help Me. Is That Because No One Here Has Made it On There Own Yet?. Or is it Even More Darker Than That (???).

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Ignore Last Post.

Delusional Illusion = Unkempt Reality = Realization = _______ ?.

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Okaie.

“delusional” Illusion?. (‘Use Your Illusion’-Guns N Roses) - ?Good/\Bad?.

“unkempt” = Cute?. = Odd?.

Reality?. - Real?. - If One Falls Asleep, One is Dreaming?. - No Dreams?.

Realization?. - Discovery?. (‘DIscovery’-Daft Punk) - Awesome!. TMNT.

Hmm.

I’m Confused… . … :wink:

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Hmm.

Don’t Let That Wink Fool Yuu.

I Really am Confused… . … :wink:

Layers of Emotion…,

Emoticons Are So Cool (!!!).

Okaie,

Where is All Thus Going?.

I Dunno, I’m Busy Trying to Hold Onto Patience (not really), For My New Place (!!!).

In The Meantime, Can Anyone Figure Out THUS PUZZLE (!?!)… . … :smile:

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:alien::speech_balloon:
… . … … … . …

No That isn’t The Answer Weird Alien Creature :blush:

Anyone Else With More I.Q. Than a Creature From Another Galaxy?.

Could it be Yuu (???)… . … :wink:

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Hmm.

To Use Your “illusion”. With Guns and Roses. How Does One Use an “illusion”?. Negativity into Positivity Perhaps?. If a Tree Falls in The Forest. Gather The Leaves and Make a Nest For The Birds?. But Where Does That Leave The “illusion”?. How Does One Use an “illusion” if it isn’t Real?. If a Tree Falls in The Forest and No One is Around to Hear Him/Her Does He/She Make a Sound?. Depends What Yuu Are Saying When Yuu Say, ‘No One is Around’. Insects Can Hear. So Can All Creatures of All Shapes and Sizes. So The Tree, No Matter, Always Makes a Sound. So Therefore, It isn’t an “illusion”. Then, One Can’t Actually Use it. So Therefore, No Need For Guns and or Roses. I Mean Guns Can Hurt People. And Roses Have Thorns. BAD (!!!). Hmm. Right (???).

Unkempt is Cute Right?. I Mean a Girl Jus Waking up With Messy Hair Brushing Her Teeth Seizes My Heart. Odd?. Perhaps, But a Sort of Oddness All Can Agree With.

Reality is Real. Altho if Yuu Can’t Remember Your Dreams You’re Not Dreaming. Or Are Yuu (???). So The Reality is… We Are Never Awake (???). Is That a New Discovery?. Or Did Someone Already Write That Book?. Probably Did. Man, I’m So Broke.

Anything to Say Weird Alien Creature?.

:alien::speech_balloon:
. . . … … . . . … … . . .

Probably Not… . … :smile:

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:alien::speech_balloon:
… . … . …

I’m Sorry I Didn’t Mean Anything by That :slight_smile:

:alien::speech_balloon:
… . … . …

I Apologize That isn’t a Bad Thing to be Weird :smile:

:alien::speech_balloon:
. . .

No no No, It Jus Means You Are Unique and Amazing!. :slight_smile:

:alien::speech_balloon:
… . … . … . …

Yes! Seriously, I Jus Talk Odd!. See Me Too (!!!). :blush:

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Hey @ATARI what are you confused about?

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Hmm.

Why Do Yuu Ask (???)… . … :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Sorry man I would help but I’m not independent at all but what I can tell you is that, you have to prepare yourself both physically and mentally for anything in life really. We have to adapt for in case of any event… Again back to my previous statement. I hope one day to be independent. My goals to do this is maintaining a stable job, a savings account and a car…etc etc So I wish you the best man! I didn’t want to reply to this post because as you can see I’m of little help… Anyways man you stay safe!

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Thanx @anon97970229.

Keeps it Cools (!!!)… . … :wink:

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Lol because in your comments you said you were :blush:

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Yea… . … :slight_smile:

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I think I might have misread it.

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No Worries!.

(by) (the) (way),

I’d Still Like to Create Yuu a SonggG, but as of Right Now I Am Unable to Record…,

But!,

Perhaps, if Everything Works Out, It Shall be Done (!!!).,

Thaz if it’s Kool’z Witchoo (!?!)… . … :money_mouth_face:

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wtf 1515515155155152

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Don’t Worry @anon47167357,

I Don’t Plan on Giving Out My Address… . … :smile: