Just having a rough day again. Wish I could feel comfy and happy.
I do not know what happy is anymore. The negative resentment is too much to handle on some days. Need 24h distraction with people. The minute I am alone, I sink in and hate myself, this world and those around me and whatever this horrible existence is. .
What are some positive distractions I could have/ make use of? I need to buy a bucket of joy