I wouldn’t worry about it. Sometimes people go through phases where they need reassurance. As for the job, you might think about the money involved. Will you be able to have a satisfactory lifestyle if you quit your job?
I feel I haven’t done my duty until I’ve emabarressed myself at least 5 times at work every day. Give people credit, they can be very tolerant because everybody knows what it’s like to embarress yourself. We’ve all
been there. People forgive and forget.