Feel like their is somebody is in my body and watching me inside my mind. Feel like they mess with my thoughts and feel brainwashed and conditioned. Had my face messed up by them. Please help! They changed my bone structure. Feel like they can do anything to my body. Don’t know how they did this!
Maybe they used some radioactive elements on my body and skin. I hope not though. They made me so ugly. The girl who is doing this to me has no shame. Feel like they made me retarded.
It’s all in your mind, that can’t be possible.
Are you on any medication ?
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But it really did happen don’t know what to do!!! They did it through my skin, I need medical attention. They did something to my bone structure! Need help! They keep burning my flesh. Don’t know what to do. They don’t stop messing with my face and bone structure! Sorry it doesn’t seem real.
I dunno, I think maybe you should go to the ER. They may be able to help you.
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You may need to go to a hospital. They can help you there.
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Go to the emergencies at a hospital near to you!
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Go to the hospital! They can help there! You need medical attention.
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feel like somebody is in your body watching you
This is your brain randomly dumping fear chemicals due to your illness and you trying to interpret why when in reality there is no reason why you feel afraid/not alone
Solution: Work on changing thought processes from “I feel scared”—>“It is because I am not alone and someone is watching me in my head” to “I feel scared”–>“this is paranoia from my illness, this will pass”, do things that are calming to help it pass
Mess with my thoughts and feel brainwashed and conditioned
You are unhappy with certain behaviors or thoughts of yours or find them conflicting/confusing with who you are as a person. You protect yourself from these by saying you are brainwashed into being that way, and that the thoughts come from something outside you. I could say more about this if I knew what you felt the brainwashing was causing you to do.
Solution: Accept that thoughts can be very confusing, strange and random. Think on what you feel the brainwashing is forcing you into. Is it something you would feel guilty about that you could relieve the guilt by saying it wasn’t you and was your conditioning? Why do you feel guilty about this behavior or these thoughts? If the conditioning is based on restricting behavior and not allowing you to do certain things, this could be due to various reasons as well. I’m sure there are many other types of things you may feel you are being condtioned into, I don’t know your specific situation. In short, accept yourself, your complexities, and your limitations.
had my face messed up by them
How did you come to this conclusion? Did you know staring in the mirror for long periods of time (especially in dim lighting…) can cause even mentally healthy people to see their faces warp? Have you ever felt self conscious about your appearance? This could be the psychosis manifesting that insecurity.
Solution: Embrace your appearance. Know that faces change over time naturally. Know that psychosis can warp perception. Maybe have a mantra “I am the master of my own body.”
I hope any of that helped or was relevant to you. I’m so sorry you can’t even feel safe in your own body. You deserve better.
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You need to see a psychiatrist like really bad.