After listening to Sam Vaknins youtube videos and writings, and recognizing myself completely in these, I now consider myself to be a narcisistic person who have turned paranoid agrresive and delusional as my failure to socialize became apparent.
I have heard voices though, although no currently, and none for the last 3 years.
Its easy to label this as lack of insight, but I feel that Vaknins stuff fits my life perfectly.
I myself once thought that I was a nercissist. I even got a book on it and agree that most things it says. It’s been almost 10 years since then, I even forgot about thinking myself as one.
It’s hard to understand yourself but I think it’s a good idea to share your thoughts with someone close to you, and see what they say.
Sometimes what you think your problmes are and the real problmes are different…