I wake up 10am - 1 pm.
I make coffee and drink it + smoke a cig.
I say something driven by my delusion.
I soonish go for a poo, which is required after coffee n tobacco.
I make my bed and start my pc.
I check my emails and catch up all the internet stuff.
Usually my neighbour visits around 11am.
I fight with my delusions while doing all this. I think about music every second thought and how to improve myself in it.
I anxiously walk in my apartment and feel not good. I try to figure out how to get out of my troubles. I also think about other human beings and feel bad about it.
I almost never eat before 2 pm.
I also drink beer every second day.
I do landry, hoover etc. twice a week.
I do shoppings 3 times a week.
These are the main things I do.
Two things i roll in my mind are music making and recovering from Sz.