Before my first psychosis i was grabbed on my shoulder by no one at all, i turned to look but no one was there. When i moved into my new families and looked at my brother’s diploma someone whispered “graduated from the school of death”, not to mention the giant that came auditorily crashing through the neighborhood at me, and then i was also encircled by someone in a store shopping for halloween costumes, it was only in my mind but it was apparent they were encircling me to feast(it was scary).
Yeah, weird things began to happen, and then i started seeing other beings and looking at the clocks at the same times over and over again.
So, the second prodrome went like this, from what my antipsychotic soaked brain can remember.
My friends eyes turned red when he looked up at me, was having the strange creepy thoughts again, and for some reason or another i began to spontaneously divine with playing cards. I had never done that before or asked or have ever been interested in it. I started trying to read into everyone that showed up with playing cards, i began assigning meanings to the different suits and things like that.
So it really hit the fan again and it was off to the beach across country where i would see pan. They were in my dreams this time, they moaned and groaned and i floated toward them from my bed.
And once again it was 3 all of the time, didn’t smell sulfur this time though.
I can’t believe there is a scientific and medicinal term for this, “prodromal”, is that what that is? A prodromal? Nah. That isn’t a prodromal phase at all.